Tomorrow I have to go back to work.
In a way I am very happy. I like my daily routine and feeling like I have accomplished something at the end of the day.
I am not happy because my hectic schedule will be resuming.
Ugh.
My mom is still in the rehab clinic. She is getting stronger and more mobile every day, but she still has a long way to go. I like that my mom is stuck where she is. She has people to talk to everyday and not by herself. My mom is ready to go home, but honestly what does she have waiting for her at home? I am tired of going to visit her everyday, but I feel that I should. I would hate to be stuck where she is and have no visitors.
To celebrate my day of freedom for awhile I took myself to the movies again. Today I saw How To Be Single.
My expectations for this movie was very low. Boy was I ever wrong! This movie had me laughing out loud. The characters were believable. The jokes were not raunchy. I would see this movie again tomorrow if I could.
But of course as much as I enjoyed the movie it made me sad. Being single is great when you are young and have so much to explore or when you have never had the chance. When you are near forty and you have been alone that whole time it is just sad. I fear I am too comfortable being alone and that is my life. I hate doing things be myself, but what choice do I have? I could become a hermit and that is a fear that is becoming more realistic than I ever thought.
I just do not know what I need to do to change it.
Okay. Enough of the sob story.
I also FINALLY watched Grease Live. It was amazing! The ending was spectacular. The original movie was hard to beat, but I think this Live version did a really good job! I wanted to sing and dance to the TV. It was cast perfectly. Watch it!!!!!
