Nothing to share

Nothing to share but complaints.

Work is slow since we are testing. I do nothing for four hours except walk around the room. There is no teaching. No interactions with the kids. It is just plain boring.

Mom is doing okay. She still has some pain and does not feel the surgery was successful. She sounds better to me, but I am not the one with the pain. It is hard to believe that she had the surgery just a week ago. It seems like it was longer than that. I pray and pray that it helps her.

I’m reading a book about a fat marathon runner. The book is based on a now defunct blog which is a shame. The book is hilarious. I do not have a bucket list, but running a 5K is something I have always wanted to do. I know better than to aim for a marathon! I know I am the only one holding me back from accomplishing this goal. The thing is that I do not want to do it myself. I want to train, run, and accomplish this goal with a friend. 

This seems to be my reason for not accomplishing many of my goals.

I don’t want to do it by myself.

The life is a single woman that cannot find a date, whose family is unreliable, and who feels like her island is drifting further and further away from the mainland.

I know the grass is not always greener on the other side, but I wish I had someone to share my life with.

It is lonely being a table for one.