Wahoo!
Christmas is almost here!! Santa will stop by tonight and hopefully leave some good loot!
Last night I went to LA to see Blithe Spirit.
My first play I performed in in high school was Blithe Spirit. I was a freshman and decided two hours before try outs to try out. I am still shocked that I got the part. It was a phenomenal experience that led to many other parts in numerous school plays.
Angela Lansbury stared in the play. My mom was supposed to come with me (it was one of her Christmas presents and she loves Angela Lansbury), but did did not feel up to it. So I took myself to dinner and the theater. The play was down the street from the Walt Disney Concert Hall.
I love this building. Every time I see it it takes my breath away. I have to go and see a performance here one day!
Los Angeles was all lit up for Christmas. The City Hall is one of the oldest buildings in LA and one of my favorite. It is a short building, but one that I always look for in the skyline.
As excited as I am about Christmas being here, it also reminds me that my life is not were I thought it would be. I thought things would be so different and everyday I am losing hope that it will get better. Who knows if my mom will be up to celebrating and if my dad will be home. That means I may be alone for Christmas.
And it sucks.
Big time.
I try to tell myself that everything will be great.
I also tell myself that I better get used to spending holidays but myself. It will not be the first or last time.
Is it wrong to cry about it?
