I am not in a good place.
I am lonely, tired, hopeless, and in pain.
I talked to two people today and that was because I was buying groceries.
People have it worse than me. I know. One of my good friend’s husband may be losing his job. But right now I feel like giving up.
People always say to call when I feel this way, but I rarely do. I do not want to interrupt their time with their family. Ironic how family time is so important to me and yet I have no family.
Also, I am afraid that will be told I am overreacting or whining and be shut down. That has happened so many times that I do not want to talk to anyone.
So I sit on my couch, watching TV, and thankful that Begonia enjoys my company.
Maybe this is how crazy cat ladies are born.
