Somedays I wonder what my purpose here on earth is.
Somedays I know exactly why God put me on this earth.
I do not know which today was.
It was a great day at work. My students are amazing. They always make me laugh and smile. Once a day I laugh out loud by something they did or say. They give me hugs and challenge me constantly! I do have the greatest job I the world. I will never be a millionaire, but who needs all that money?
I come home and my bubble is popped. I come home to an empty house. I come home to my couch and dinner for one. As great as Begonia is, she is horrible at conversation. I want someone to share my day with, my life with. I don’t know who I can call. I don’t know who I can rely on.
I mentioned in my last post that I fear I am getting to comfortable being alone. What choice do I have?
No one wants to make a life with me.
I have to try to make one for myself.
