My mom came home today. She is happy to be out of the hospital, but is realizing how spoiled she was while staying there. Now she will have to learn to be more self-sufficient. She will learn not to push herself and find a balance. Thankfully she will be having a nurse and physical therapist come to the house.
I am in a horrible mood. I feel hopeless and stressed. I want to crawl in bed and hide from everything. I do not know how to get myself out of this mood. Maybe the worry about my mom is getting the best of me. Who knows and who cares. I am in this crappy mood and I feel like staying here.
Screw it!
