Nothing to share but complaints. Work is slow since we are testing. I do nothing for four hours except walk around the room. There is no teaching. No interactions with the kids. It is just plain boring. Mom is doing … Continue reading
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Meatloaf
Tomorrow at this time my mom will be home from surgery. We are all at my grandmother’s, in our respected rooms, and our bellies full of my Nan’s amazing meatloaf. I am trying to not get my high hopes up, … Continue reading
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What it feels like to be lonely
I came across this video today and it sums up everything I feel almost every day. If only I had a 4B to go to.
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I am the child, not the parent.
My mom has a condition called trigeminal neuralgia. It is often referred to as the Suicide Disease. She has suffered from it for about ten years and has gotten worse over time. It took her forever to be diagnosed and … Continue reading
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Crossroads
I have neglected my little blog. I have been trying to figure out my life. I am almost 40, I have no family, no man in my life, no kids, no prospects… and I for some damn reason I have … Continue reading
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Happy New Year (5 days late)!!
I needed to take some time off and try to find some peace from the holidays. I watched a lot of movies. I watched a lot of TV. I ate a lot of junk. I read very little. I cried … Continue reading
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The Maze Runner
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I did not want to read The Maze Runner. The story did not interest me. I thought it was another dystopian teen novel. I decided to read it because there was an opportunity at school to read and discuss the … Continue reading
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Always travel in even numbers
The conference is in its second day and is going a bit better. The sessions are getting better (and nerdier) and I am meeting some great people. I made it to the exhibit hall today, picked up some things to … Continue reading
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He poked me!
I have been seeing Luther for two years now and he is a miracle worker. My headaches are few and far between. My anxiety is subsiding. My stress level is getting better. My depression… My depression is something I still … Continue reading
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One year
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Today is the one year anniversary of Val’s passing. I cannot believe it. It feels like it happened yesterday. I miss her so much. She was my best friend and my rock. She made me live in the moment. I … Continue reading
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