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July 29, 2007 by samantha.
I have to say that I had one of the best birthdays in a long time. Nothing special happened. It was just a nice, easy-going day. I did some gardening, got a manicure, and then went to a nice dinner. It was great. Of course, the cherry on the top of the day was the gift left at my front door. Thank you Kristi!!! The bar for next year has been set pretty high. How will I have better birthday?!?!? Good thing I have a year to prepare!
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July 28, 2007 by samantha.
We made it back alive from Vegas! What was the best thing about the trip? Seeing Vegas in my rearview mirror!!! That is not true. Momma Mia was fantastic and our hotel room was nice. Other than that, I am struggling to find good things about Vegas. The aquarium at Mandalay Bay was fun and the Liberace museum was sparkly. In other words, Vegas did nothing for me. I think that if I was rich and willing to waste money gambling, I would have had a great time. And I do not understand how Vegas is family friendly. It is too expensive to be family friendly. I would rather go to Disneyworld. Epcot France is more French than the Paris Hotel in Vegas! At least at Disney, you know what you are getting! Despite it all, I did have a good time. Did you know that they have a four-story M&M store???
Totally off topic, but I had to add the link to this story. I knew that tofu was good for you, but did I never knew that it could make you gay! Damn! No more Veggie Burgers!!! I think this is one of the funniest stories I have ever read. How many people are avoiding tofu because of this story? Did the demand for beef go up? How many people actually believed that tofu can make you gay? Are the people who believe this story the same ones that believed that a Teletubby was gay?
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July 24, 2007 by samantha.
Not much to say, but I wanted to share some fun and interesting things that have happened. I went to see Wicked in Los Angeles. It is the Wicked Witch’s side of the story. Glinda is not as good as we all thought! It was fantastic. I recommend running, not walking, to go and see it if you have the chance. I enjoyed every minute of it and I will be going back. It is nice to have something live up to your expectations every once in awhile. Of course I downloaded the soundtrack and have been listening to it nonstop.
I did see the new Harry Potter movie. I think I should have waited. I went to see it to get my mind off of things and all I could was think of what was going on. I could not enjoy myself. I will need to go and see it again.
Last night I saw Hairspray. It was Afro-tastic! As much as I enjoyed it, I still do not understand why John Travolta played the mom. It makes no sense to me. He did a fantastic job, but why him?!?! Other than that, it was great. The music and the costumes were phenomenal.
Tomorrow, my mom and I are off Las Vegas. I have no idea what we are going to do the whole time we are there. We are going to see a show, maybe hit the Hoover Dam tour, and enjoy our room at the Bellagio!
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July 23, 2007 by samantha.
What a crazy few days it has been. We had the rosary on Wednesday night. It was odd. The casket was open and the whole time we were saying the rosary, my grandfather was just laying there. The whole experience was bizarre. What a crazy way to honor someone. Why do people have an open casket? The body lying in the casket did not look like my grandfather. It was some mannequin-looking face with lots of make-up on. I did have one funny moment. After the rosary was said, the funeral director put on some instrumental music. All of a sudden I hear Joe Cocker, Whitney Houston, and the theme song to An American Tail. It gave me a very good laugh.
Thursday was the funeral. We got up early and headed to the church. Since there are six grandchildren, we were assigned the job of pallbearers. It was such an honor. It was hard not to walk down the aisle and cry uncontrollably. We joked about whether my grandfather would have approved. Usually, pallbearers are men. But I think that he would have loved having his grandkids standing by him. The funeral was beautiful. It was short, but everyone said what he or she needed to. Even the reception afterwards was nice. I got to put some faces to many of the names I had heard about.
The burial was family only. This was the most fantastic part of the funeral. The Air Force Honor Guard came out and my grandfather would have been so proud! My grandmother was presented the American Flag, a bugler played Taps, and my grandfather had a 21-gun salute. It was amazing. My grandfather always said that he wanted a military funeral and he got it. Thank goodness he had a good seat.
Now the hard part has come. We are going to try to make the transition for my grandmother as easy as possible, but how do you do that? She was married to him for over 65 years. How do you move on after that? She seems to be doing good. All of her family is here and she knows that she can depend on all of us. Life does have to return to “normal” sometime.
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July 15, 2007 by samantha.
Last night my grandfather passed away. It is a wonderful blessing. My grandfather did not suffer. As a matter of fact, he died in his sleep. He lived one day into his 87th birthday. He died on his favorite day. My grandfather lived an amazing life. He was a WWII pilot that came out of the war without a mark. He fought in the Korean War and soon retired after that. He then moved on to University of San Diego were he helped to make the university the beautiful campus what it is today. He was a devout Catholic and my favorite person to argue politics with. As different as our views were, I loved him dearly. I will miss him. I am thankful that I got to tell him good-bye. Even through he is gone, I know that he is with me.
Now I am just worried about my grandmother. What is going to happen to her? What is she going to do with herself? She was married to him for over sixty years. How do you move on after that?
Thank you for all you emails and calls. They have meant the world to me. I know that I have not returned any of them and I apologize. Thank you for letting me babble on through these times. What do I do now?
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July 14, 2007 by samantha.
I want to badly write some good news. Sadly, I am unable to. My grandfather is dying. He not only had a massive heart attack, he also had a massive stroke. He is pretty much brain dead at this point. Now we are all playing the waiting game. He has been taken off of life support. The doctor says that my grandfather will probably pass away in about ten days or so. My grandmother is insistent that we bring my grandfather home. I’ll write more later. We are all trying to be helpful, but stay out of the way. Even in happy times, that is a difficult task!
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July 12, 2007 by samantha.
As sad as it sounds, that subject title put a little smile on my face. How many people going through this enjoy it?!?!?! Anyway, I got very little sleep last night. I kept waking up, tossing and turning, and having dreams of my grandfather. I talked to my Uncle this morning and he said that they are going to have to put a feeding tube down my grandfather’s throat. They are doing it so he gets some nutrients and also one of his heart medications needs to be administered that way. Unfortunately, they will probably need to restrain him since he is pulling at all of his tubes. That is going to be scary. My grandfather looks so weak as it is and the restraints are going to make it worse.
As I am typing this, I am sitting outside on my grandparent’s front porch. It is cool and peaceful. I can hear the birds and the activity at the golf course. It seems odd that as one life seems to be coming to an end, the world goes on. Do I expect the world to stop? Of course not. It is just strange.
As non-religious as I am, my family is very religious. As a matter of fact, the two family priests called this morning. Not only are they both Catholic, they are both Irish and in Ireland right now! When the Bores’ go Catholic, we go all the way! I talked to them for a while and they seemed to make it all better for a little bit. Now it is touch and go and that just plain sucks!
The saddest part of it all is that today is my grandfather’s birthday. I believe he turned 87 today. Happy Birthday Boomps!!! We all love you!
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July 11, 2007 by samantha.
Let me preface this post by saying we all agree that I am crazy. Everyday I cease to amaze myself with new examples of my craziness. Let me go over today’s example. I have been running around all summer. I have very little down time and when I do, I am usually sleeping. I get up in the morning and take Val for a walk. To change things up a bit, some times we go for a hike. Then I come home and work on my CLAD work (i.e. the Devil’s doing) for a few hours. After that I am cleaning the house or running around, or meeting up with friends. I come home at night and I am exhausted. Now for the crazy part… I am still bored. It bothers me that I that I still find myself with some down time. With this down time, I could be watching TV, reading, or doing something relaxing. But I cannot relax! What is wrong with me? Why am I crazy? I know that my mom dropped me on my head when I was baby, but that shouldn’t have done that much damage!!! Can you take classes in relaxing? Relaxing just seems like a waste of time to me. Any suggestions?
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July 7, 2007 by samantha.
Didn’t I say something about being bored? What happened to those times? I have been one busy bee these past few days. On Monday, I went to Disneyland. It was great. The lines were short (about 20 minutes) and I was with my cousins. Unfortunately, I had a migraine from hell and I was nauseous. I soldiered through it and went on all the roller coasters. I love roller coasters. The taller, the curvier, the twister, the better!
Then, I painted my house. My cousin came down from Portland to help. My goal was to paint all the rooms with doors and we did it in three days! We could have probably done it in a day and a half, but we took our time. I am so happy with the colors. I learned that I enjoy painting… especially cutting. Now I have to finish the rest of the house. I think I have the color picked out. If it took me three years to get done with five rooms, it should only take me a year to get the rest of the house painted! And before I forget, thank you for all who helped with the painting!
In between the painting, we saw License to Wed. All I will say is wait for it to come out on video. I was disappointed with Robin Williams. Tonight, I saw finally saw Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End. It was much better than I expected. I enjoyed it!
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