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January 26, 2007 by samantha.
I througI thoroughly enjoyed Nature Girl by Carl Hiaasen. I do not want to say too much about it since I know a lot of you are reading it. I think part of the reason why I enjoyed it is because it takes place in Florida. I learned a little but about the Seminole tribe, the Everglades, and just how crazy some people can be! The story was cute and easy to read. I actually found it hard to put down. In short, Nature Girl is the story of a wild goose chase that involves a unique group of characters. Am I vague enough for all of you?
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January 21, 2007 by samantha.
Like everyone else in the world, I have gone through some difficult times over the past few years. Luckily, things have gotten much better. And since I am a happier point in my life, I need to get something off my chest. I am not complaining here, I am just trying to give some helpful advice. Okay, I am complaining! But this is a good complaint! I think there are two horrible things that anyone can say to you when you are down in the dumps. They are:
1. There is always someone going through something worse than you.
2. It can only get better.
I know that when people say this, they only mean the best. My mom must have said those two phrases to me a million times. At the time she said this to me, I could have killed her. Thank goodness she was 2000 miles away. I knew she was trying to help. But at this time, I could care less about anyone else. Other people and their problems meant nothing to me. I only cared about my issues and me. And as for the problem getting better, I could not see it anywhere in the future. I felt like I was drowning with no hope of surviving. It took me a long time to finally begin to climb out of that hole. Everyday is still a fight and I know that I will struggle with it everyday.
I bring this up because I found myself saying those two horrible phrases this week. After I had said them, I couldn’t believe it! I realized that I say them all the time. Anytime some is struggling with a problem, I say them. If I do not say it, I am thinking it! I am saying what I hate to hear! I have become my mother! Sorry Mom! I guess it is just human reaction to someone in need. What else are you going to say to them? You know they cannot fix the problem. What else are you going to do? The only real option is to offer some encouraging words. I know that I honestly meant what I was saying. So what are we to do? Do we continue to say them? Do we ignore the friend in need? All I can say is that if this is our only problem, thankfully it can only get better!
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January 15, 2007 by samantha.
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January 15, 2007 by samantha.
In the past few years, I have gotten into football. I am not even close to being a football expert, but I do enjoy watching the games. I yell and scream at no team in particular. I do not have a favorite team. I could choose one of the many Florida teams, since I come from Florida. I think I prefer Seattle, since I want to so badly to move there. But right now I am a Saints fan. Watching the game yesterday and seeing the Saints win gave me hope for New Orleans. New Orleans needs this right now. The damage and pain from Katrina is still fresh in everyone’s mind. We have all heard the stories of what happened in the Super Dome and no one thought that it would every recover. People even wondered if the Saints would stay in New Orleans and after last year’s horrible season, it did not look good. Then the Saints had a fantastic season this year and the people of New Orleans had something to believe in again. Will the Saints win the Super Bowl? Who knows! I will be watching the game next weekend, I wearing my black and gold with pride. Even if the Saints do not win, they have come further than anyone could have expected!!!
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January 13, 2007 by samantha.
So Friday morning began like any other morning. My alarm went off and I go to let Val out. It looked like it might be raining, so I waited for Val. Next thing I know, Val comes back all white! I ran to get my glasses and to my surprise, it was snowing!!! I was so excited that I rushed through my morning routine, so that Val and I could play in the snow! It never snows in Redlands and it has been so long since I had the luxury of watching snow fall! The snow did not stick for long… so sad. I took a few pictures to share. Since it was still pretty dark when I had to leave, I was not able to take more pictures. I promise that when it snows again in Redlands, I will take more and better pictures!
These two pictures are from my backyard. Val was running around like she was crazy and I wasn’t much better! We are cold weather girls! Can you see the snow on the palm tree?
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January 11, 2007 by samantha.
I do not have much to say. Things are kinda slow right now and nothing exciting is happening. I was going through my photo album and I found this picture. This has to be one of my favorites. Last year for my birthday, my mom and I did the photo caravan at the Wild Animal Park. We were able to drive out into the enclosures and see the animals up close.
This beautiful giraffe was one of the tall blondes that we got to feed. I have always had a soft spot for giraffes, but seeing them this close was very special. They are gentle giants. Their long eyelashes would make any girl jealous. And the look on this one’s face could put a smile on anyone’s face!
One the million places that I have always wanted to visit is Giraffe Manor in Nairobi, Kenya. Years ago I read about the place in my mom’s French Elle and then again in the book Tall Blondes. It sounds like a magical place. It is a giraffe sanctuary, that supports itself with the numerous visitors that stay at the manor. I hope to make my way there one day. Hopefully it will live up to my expectations!
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January 8, 2007 by samantha.
While I was in Florida, I picked up The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. I was walking through Borders in Tallahassee and the title sparked my interest. It is the coming of age book about a young boy, Charlie, who is struggling to find himself. Instead of writing in a journal, Charlie writes letters to an unknown recipient. In fact, Charlie is just an alias and does not even know whom he is writing to. Throughout the course of the book, Charlie deals with a myriad of issues: loneliness, the awkward stages of adolescence, first dates and kisses, and family dramas. I found the book and easy and enjoyable read. I did have two issues with the book. First was that every review I read about it compared it to The Catcher in the Rye. I can see how they would compare the two, but I found them very different. I found Chbosky more honest than Salinger. Maybe that was because I could relate to Charlie and the references in the book easier than with Catcher in the Rye. My other problem was that the book was published by MTV. Who knew! I do have to say that did disturb me a bit. I wonder why?!!?
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January 4, 2007 by samantha.
Since many of us are giving up things for our resolutions, I have to ask:
What is your guilty pleasure? What is the one thing that when you crave it you cannot say no, no matter what??
I crave odd things: Firehouse Subs (I know that is sad, but if you had one you would understand!), my mom’s tacos (who knew a frog could make tacos!), and this crabcake I had when in Seattle (anyone want to go to Seattle this weekend?). Now ask me in a few days and my cravings will probably change. Right now I am just craving dinner!
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January 4, 2007 by samantha.
After two weeks of vacation, I cannot tell you how happy I am to be back at work. I like a routine and being on vacation is hard for me sometimes. Do not get me wrong! I love having time off and getting paid for it. I love being able to travel and visit new places. But I am truly a creature of habit. I like following the same schedule everyday. I like knowing I have someplace to be when I wake up in the morning. Thankfully my kids were too exhausted to be little monsters. You would think that they would be well rested and ready to get to work. Instead I was trying to keep them awake! Between you and me, I have noticed in the two days that we have been back, that my students are actually working and trying harder. Could this be a new turn of events for them? Or am I putting the cart before the horse? We have only been back two days and maybe this new trend will not last! I guess I should enjoy it while I can!
Anyway, I may be happy to be back at work and catching up with all my friends, but I am still thinking of moving. I am going to work on finding places to move to and what the job market looks like in those areas. I will not move for at least a year or so. Going back to Florida just proved to me how much of a California girl I am not! I am going to hold my head up high and call myself a Southern. I still struggle with that sometimes, but I think that is what I am! There is just something about the people, the manners, and the general atmosphere the South has that California does not. In fact, it does not come even close! California does have some great points. I love the mountains, I really enjoy exploring Los Angeles, and I could go to Santa Monica everyday. Still, I am a G.R.I.T.S: Girl Raised In The South. And I despise grits!
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January 1, 2007 by samantha.
I hate to sound like everyone else, but it is so hard to believe that it is already 2007! I remember when everyone was freaking out with Y2K! I bet those people feel silly now!!! This past year was a great one for me. I got a great job, made some wonderful new friends, and traveled to some fabulous new places. It makes me wonder what the new year has in store for me. I am not one to make resolutions. I always thought they were so silly and pointless. I think of New Year’s resolutions as promises that are made to be broken… and I can do that anytime of the year! I guess if I had to make a resolution I would say mine is to finally get my house in order. The yard needs to be done, walls need to be painted, and furniture needs to be bought. Another good thing about this year is that I finally got over my aversion to buying furniture in case I move. I figure it is time to buy some good pieces that I can have for years. Also in this year, I hope to continue my travels. I will probably go back to Oregon and of course to Florida. I hope to return to France. It would be fun to explore someplace new. A few friends and I have discussed New York, Philadelphia, Boston, and Canada. Who knows where I will end up! I am keeping my fingers crossed that I do not stay home for the year. Talk about boring! Anyway, what are some of your resolutions or plans for the new year? If they are any good, I may have to steal them for my own!
I just noticed that I forgot to wish you all a Merry Christmas! I guess I was so busy, that I forgot!!!! Imagine that! I thought I would be bored in Florida and instead I was running a million miles a minute! So Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Eid Al-Adha, Happy New Year, and anything else I forgot!
Finally, I just wanted to share this picture from my trip to Florida. This was taken at Turkry Creek on our Christmas hike.
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